It is amazing how opening myself to one experience has caused me to stumble into an entirely different state of being that often involves unexplainable feelings of euphoria. I discussed the magic I experience in my previous post "Magical Surrender".
For one to understand the totality of that magic elaboration is needed.
It all started with “The Count”. I am not referring to the one on Sesame Street, instead I am referring to the countdown to orgasm. In my first experience with Rev. Jon the rule was to ask for an orgasm. The first time I asked in the session he said I could cum if I counted to 10. The task seemed impossible and I failed miserably as you probably heard about in Puppies and Massages.
In my orgasmic state, after all of the overwhelming sensations, I couldn’t remember how to count to 10. I could not focus on anything other than the intense pleasure I was experiencing. Still I thought he was having fun with me and that it was just this little game. I didn’t realize it was training that leads to an unimaginable possibility.
The weeks following that intense first session I was asked to count to 10 before allowing myself to orgasm during masturbation. I did what Rev. Jon said although I felt silly but I did not question his order. I failed many times but soon I was counting to 10 the majority of the time. After a few weeks of training the counting began to inspire the orgasm rather than permit it.
Commanded to Pleasure
One day I received a text message from Rev. Jon that said “I want you to count down and cum”.
When I read the message I agonized. I knew that what he was requesting wasn’t possible.
I was sure couldn't cum by counting and no physical stimulation.
I am not a liar who could pretend, even to satisfy a man I wish to please.
Shortly after, I saw numbers being texted to me and as the count hit 1 he texted “CUM NOW!”.
I stared at the message and felt as though this wave of energy came over my crown washing down and over me. Immediately a wealth of endorphins rushed through my body and the level of sexual stimulation that ran through me caught me off guard. I was left shaking, panting, and confused. Unlike an orgasm stimulated through the clitoris or G-spot where the stimulation begins in the sex organs and releases chemicals from the brain it was a reversal. My brain set off the chemicals and my sex organs responded. The sensation ran down my body instead of up my body is the best way to describe it. At this point, If Rev. Jon texts or orders me to cum in person it does not matter what I am doing or who I am in front of I will cum on command. The level of euphoria that comes with this orgasm is much higher than a physically stimulated orgasm and the after effects last for hours.
I can’t explain how or why I can cum on command when he gives the order or why I experience such a chemical release that leads me into a euphoric state. Rev. Jon may have the answers to how this works. Perhaps a great Dom just like a great magician never reveals their secrets.
I can only explain it as magical because the experience doesn’t fall into a category of anything I have ever thought was possible. If I could bottle this experience and sell it, the world would be hooked. Since I can't sell the experience in a bottle, I hope that you will be encouraged to delve into this magical world on your own. I had met several people who engaged in BDSM before I had this experience but no one shared their intricate details.
Perhaps because it is so powerful, it is hard to describe or maybe people feel it would be unbelieveable to others to describe something like orgasm on command. Since I had no clue how wonderful it could be and I didn't go looking for a Dom it was all a beautiful accident to meet Rev. Jon and begin this journey with him. I am so thankful to him for teaching me and giving me these experiences. I am so excited to see what will come next. I can’t wait to share more with all of you.